justrun-.

living a nightmare

this week's been horrible. sure, there were some good moments- like when i got to take a nap on saturday, or when i found my cell phone lying on the road outside our school gate (heng ah..didn't get stolen. that makes me 3 times lucky. which is worrying...), but other than that, it's been pretty much homework, classes, stress, training, stress, aching, stress, sleeping (too little), eating (too much). i realise that when ur stressed you lose track of a lot of things. and become a hell of a lot dumber... really. i think i need muscle relaxants and sedatives.

i am too full again. i hate the meal schedule at home and it makes me very unhappy.

so much work. i am absolutely horrified. this is worse than i could've ever imagined. week 3 is starting and i'm like ohmygawd please save me from this hell...

getting my usual anxiety dreams of being lost and all that again. hahah. i always get lost at the same places. but still it's very scary...

stomach hurts. i'm quite pissed that i'm so fat. and i miss swimming.. and wjl. where is she :( ROAR. RANT RANT RANT. omg please let me not feel so miserable next week... -crosses fingers. sigh.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [21:45]

and took [20080113] strides

it's the passion that drives you